I have been reading alot of the posts here and decided to write my own. I lost my precious Cramer just a few short months ago and miss him terribly.
Cramer you have only been away from mommy for a short time and it still feels like it was yesterday when you crossed the bridge and there are some things that I just need to get out. I am sorry that I could not go with you and your skin sister that morning to the vets office to help you cross the bridge. I meant every word that I said to you before you left home for the last time. I was very selfish and I can see that very clearly now and I will never be able to forgive myself for that. The endless times that you were there with me in those 11 short years and I could not suck it up for 30 minutes for you. You were there those endless nights after the separation and divorce thank god that you did not charge me by the hour. You were there when your skin sister got her drivers license and paced the floor with me until she got home that first time on a trip by herself. You walked to the door with me after she went out on her first date and did not settle until you knew that she was home safe and sound. I dont know who was more worried me or you
. Then we went through it all again when your skin brother got his license. I miss you so bad my sweet sweet boy. After you crossed the bridge your furry sister Roxy was not the same she whined and paced and would lay by your bed which I still have and put her head on the edge of it. About 2 months ago Ramsey came into our lives you would have loved him. He needed a home and my heart was aching so badly I did not get him to replace you. I just wanted to say that again I am sorry and I love and miss you more than I ever thought possible. Like I said to you on that morning when I cradled that beautiful face in my hands thank you for being my best friend you will live forever in my heart.
Love you Mommy,Kayla, Thomas and of course Roxy.
Cramer you have only been away from mommy for a short time and it still feels like it was yesterday when you crossed the bridge and there are some things that I just need to get out. I am sorry that I could not go with you and your skin sister that morning to the vets office to help you cross the bridge. I meant every word that I said to you before you left home for the last time. I was very selfish and I can see that very clearly now and I will never be able to forgive myself for that. The endless times that you were there with me in those 11 short years and I could not suck it up for 30 minutes for you. You were there those endless nights after the separation and divorce thank god that you did not charge me by the hour. You were there when your skin sister got her drivers license and paced the floor with me until she got home that first time on a trip by herself. You walked to the door with me after she went out on her first date and did not settle until you knew that she was home safe and sound. I dont know who was more worried me or you
. Then we went through it all again when your skin brother got his license. I miss you so bad my sweet sweet boy. After you crossed the bridge your furry sister Roxy was not the same she whined and paced and would lay by your bed which I still have and put her head on the edge of it. About 2 months ago Ramsey came into our lives you would have loved him. He needed a home and my heart was aching so badly I did not get him to replace you. I just wanted to say that again I am sorry and I love and miss you more than I ever thought possible. Like I said to you on that morning when I cradled that beautiful face in my hands thank you for being my best friend you will live forever in my heart.Love you Mommy,Kayla, Thomas and of course Roxy.
They are always close by and in our hearts and thoughts forever.
